Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Hope and Fairy-God Mothers

What another hot day. And for excitement V slept for a long time when it was nap time so yeah for that.

There is the slightest hope that we will be able to join M in Minot sooner. If the guy staying with M and his friend is kicked out. From what M says he is "creepy." Then M and I can have that room and V can have his own space. Just until we can save for a house. But it makes more sense for us to be together able to save more money than three states apart. The only thing keeping us apart is that there is nowhere for us to stay nor the funds to get there. But if we don't have to wait for an appartment or a house then we won't have to save as much money before we go. Just the amount for the uhal and gas and hotel room for the journey.

I don't know what to think of this turn of possibilities. A big part of me is saying yes because then we will all be together maybe by the end of july. But on the other hand I really want to wait until we have a place of our own.

This is were I need a fairygod mother to tap me on the head and all of this will be over in the twinkling of an eye. No more worrying about if M will miss V's b-day or our anniversary or V walking. No more lonely nights and tough days. But this is reality and that won't happen.

Maybe I need that DQ Blizzard from the other day!

3 comments:

Tiffany said...

Hooray, I hope you guys get up there soon. It's so hard to be away from our dear husbands and our children need their daddies.

sweetpea#1 said...

I remember when Darryl was on sea duty and was gone six months of the year. I was pregnant a lot of the times he was deployed and unlike your situation, we had an apartment, but I was alone in a foreign country. It is tough and you just want to be with them so bad. You will get through it because you are a very strong person and once you are together, you will just appriciate each other that much more. Hang in there and I will give you a call later! I wish we really could go get that DQ together lol.

millie said...

Thanks guys for the support. And lanae if we could our kids would be playing on the toys while we enjoy some chatting and ice cream.